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My second chance has come. Until now, I don't have a little regret of the decision I made last year. Having a break of a year, I travelled, I worked, I play sports, indeed I have brought my life back. Does it mean I should stay in this comfort zone and never move forward again? Or I should say changing to another pathway.  The craziness and fearful towards this thing are still here, the challenge is still challenging. Am I capable to take this opportunity again? I should be comfortable enough to answer this question. I have been made to promise to answer this question without hesitation before I move on.  This time, I would like to seize the opportunity to thanks god which I rarely do that. This is not something I can control but God can. No matter what is the final decision. I am still very happy with this. Really, from my heart. 

I always want to have Sukiyaki although I have never had it before. In those Japanese drama and animation, family members usually gather together to have sukiyaki for dinner to celebrate someone's achievement. This kind of family love sounds so warm to me. As people say, dinner holds a family. So I bought all the ingredients, nice beef, scallion, onion, tofu and mushrooms. Mum and I had a great time on playing with it even it was really hot in the kitchen. (We don't have the portable stove...) We were so busy with grilling beef, adding sugar, and other sauces. We discovered a new joyful way in cooking. As we prepared so many food, some were left for dad and my lunch tomorrow. Lately, dad came back. He looked at the food disdainfully and physically showing his temper with making banging sound with the plate and chopsticks. He only had a few and then threw all into the bin. Everything seems so childish to me. Obviously, he doesn't know what is the purpose of sukiyaki... ...