In the whole year, the most meaningful and happiest festival must be Christmas. Every year, I go out with my mum but I could never wait til 12am because I was usually too tired and requested to go home first. Perhaps I was still a student last year. What I feel is that study must be the most impoartant thing right now. Something has changed this year. I couldn't explain this special feeling. Luckily, I have family and some friends to colour my boring and lonely life. Stepping in 2012, whatever is it the end of the world, I hope I don't need to enjoy the 20th lonely Christmas. Clever you, you must know what I mean.