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消耗生命

消耗生命太能夠用來描述我現在的情況, 我可以一天坐在電腦前, 不出房門, 也不覺得悶了我究竟在要甚麼一年其實只是過眼雲煙我能否找到自己想要的東西上帝, 請你充實我的生命現在我只好請求你指示一下路該怎麼走

Since I've been here, I try to be more active and socialize. Well, the result is not that bad. However, I just don't feel happy, joyful or something like that. I am so tired. I don't know is that I stop learning for so long. It is definitely quite hard for me to understand all the things in the class. Also, I know notmuch about Australia. When the teacher asked about the background of it, everyone seemed know everything. I don't know who is the prime miniser. I even don't know there are armies here. While my first language is not English, I feel a bit hard to communicate in class or group of my new friends. Firstly, I can't here them. Secondly, I don't understand. Finally, I can't response. It's a tragedy. I have to do more revision before classes. As you know, I am not that kind of person. Sleeping in class is what I usually did the last few years. Now, I have to keep myself awake, listen and understand it. At that moment, I will blame on the educ...

原來也挺累

不知為甚麼莫名的疲累一個人真不簡單

Too active?

I used not to speak to much in my real life in Hong Kong. When I arrived here, I try really hard to talk to new guys. However, I quite hate myself being like this. I sound like some kind of bitches. Sometimes I am just too active to talk to not Hong Kong people but every one I know. I feel so disgusting of myself. Seems I am a hunting man (I mean it as the hunter of men). A bit tired of being full of myself. It is quite tired when you used to pretend active while you are not a real active person. You know, it's too much! I am a little bit worried that being here, I feel a bit lonely. However, the turth is I like here more than Hong Kong. I even don't miss anyone in HK. There is a totally different pressure between HK and AUS. I was thinking maybe I am just knowing these guys for two days. I shoundn't expect any thing right now. Well, telling myself don't like too much. BTW, today I need to choose my subjects. I did something that my aunt must not like....