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最近晚上常夢到同一個人 不知道是日有所思還是怎樣 常常夢到的 好像在反映真實的一小部份 我也不知道怎麼說 反正夢到這個人已經是不真實 真實在我不懂得跟這個人相處 發現自己真實生活也好 還是作夢 同一種情況 就是不懂得要說甚麼 第一次見面有說甚麼 跟朋友一齊出去又要說甚麼 我很害怕 我也知道自己是一個很悶的人 還是要生存 還是要懂得說話

我真的想不到 我真的想不通 我需要甚麼? 永遠的現在嗎 我留戀的現在 事實上是一步步的向前走了 也許是我不想去承擔這一切 人生是多麼荒唐的一件事 究竟我最終走上了甚麼路 未來是怎樣 我羨慕那些擁有了對自己決心而堅持的人 我呢? 沒有,還是愛沉溺在音樂的世界 還是一個人去尋找那些無形的未來 兩個星期的時間 我多麼期盼的事 等了七年時間 今天    我要的是甚麼 我對自己很失望 現在我很想大叫    一直大叫 可是這是香港 習慣性的沉默 羨慕音樂人用音樂釋放自己 新世界你可否也解放了我 2012-1-27 為兩個星期後的我 一個新開始之前 記下無奈的一面 WELCOME TO AUSTRALIA

預購成功，好開心呀 開心到忘記左幫人睇personal statement haha

很爽！ 很久真的很久 一晚看完整本書 雖然不算得是甚麼文學小說 內容也不算多 但完成這個字 真的很久沒有在我人生中出現了 通宵一晚 實在值得！

Blue sky, it is nice. Although I don't really like brightening sun, it is warm after the whole cold winter. I feel like spring is arrived.

Wow, I am pretty busy today. I finally got the puzzle frame. It is not easy to get it. I don't want to go back there again...so sometimes already but their puzzles are really nice. I saw one there but I don't think I will get it. After that I hadto go back. Meanwhile I saw a tree, it makes me so relax. Show you all, Finally I went to visit my grandmother. Bring her some sweets and biscuit. Next I went to buy "fai chun" Actually I just want some normal "fai chun", I just saw the BLING-BLING one yea, but my style, right? Hope that I can get one tommorrow in the New Year fair. The way going back to home, suddenly I want to have some sweet, I bought myself a Crean Soda Simple Life, Simple Happiness.

再講，我也只是個平凡人

She is still my favourite. I am learning how to make myself happier. Clear my mind and clear my world. I welcome new people enter into my world.

Suddenly,what kind of sickness is the worst? I reckon that is losing memories. The patient will not notice anything, maybe he/she can get back all happiness he/she lost before. But who is the saddest person? Must be his/her beloved one. It is too hard to imagine what is going to happen if it's really happened in my real life. I am just thinking of this, I can't stop my tears. It is painful while he/she won't remember you anymore. It is much hard to accept the one who 's gone. I am too selfish but I don't want this happen in my life or my family. Please god ,don't do that please. I am begging you.

Is it a kind of anger? Perhaps, I don't even have the right to show my anger. Sometimes the power of words is unexpectable. They can kill people silently. My heart is injured and it never be healed. It is too tired to chase behind you. Happy for you. I've deeply considered how my life goes on. I am old now. Future seems to close to me but I haven't decided what I am going to do. Not I don't want to take the responsiblity of my future but I just don't know what to do. Maybe college life doesn't suit me. Before, people kept saying you suppose to study and you are the guy that can handle it. Well. the fact is the fact. See the failure of me today. God, if you can hear me, lead me to find my future.

8點屋企很嘈...

本以為我會有一個快樂的12,1月 可以事實上 我很不開心,但未至於難過 家裡很不安寧 大人每日都為不同的事 大吵大鬧 在家中沒有人有空理我 而且我已經受夠了每日折磨 不想理他們太多 有些人有些事 變了 不能再按以前的步伐向前走 想要學得不要怎麼介懷 其實我可以了 心裡沒有怎麼樣的情緒 只是有時候回想時有一點點心酸 二月,你來吧 帶我去一個有學習的世界 帶我去面對新的環境