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Waited almost one year and here we are. Can’t believe she wore kendo uniform and played as a top tier player. How can I be slacking off while the kendo god gives you what you love as a gift.  I’m a bit obsessive but happily obsessed with this. What else I can say.

不能再沉淪下去⋯過分憂鬱會令我精神崩潰。 找點事情做吧。給自己一些小目標，填補那份空虛。 先列出我想做的事: 1. 改裝單車 2. 木工 3. 每日閱讀 4. 不間斷寫作 5. 拍一條影片 6. 學打網球 7. 認真攝影 8. 了解室內設計 先這樣吧，再想想。做好了一樣就在這裏分享一下吧。

最近我一個老朋友聊天 說起她的相片也令我重拾起我對攝影的興趣 我很喜歡她的攝影風格 便對她說起我對她的相片的感受 她對我說她想從相片表達出的感覺正正就是我對她所說的 我對她說她所影的相片給我一個很強烈的感覺而這種感覺亦非常鮮明，這種強烈的感覺不是一種形式上的表達，而是她從相片背後想帶出的意思。她找到她的伯樂了。 高中的時候有一段時間我非常沉默於攝影，帶着相機東奔西跑，那時候我看一切的事物都非常有感覺，有淒淒美美的，有冷冷清清的。我看到事物給予我他們背後的故事，而我想影到帶着他們的故事的照片。 後來有一段時間，忙了倦了，我再沒有這個心思，看事物都淡然無味，沒有什麼感受，沒有高興不高興，沒有興奮刺激的感覺，一切都非常淡然，一直不斷重複再重複再重複。那個時候我看到自己影的照片，是多麼沉悶和乏味。我，再不喜歡攝影了。 現在我回想，相片表達了我這個人，從照片裏反映了我的生活，我的照片就好像帶着我的人生。簡單點來說不是我不喜歡攝影了，而是我不喜歡我的人生。我討厭的是真真實實反映我本人的相片。要改變的不是什麼技術或是什麼壯麗的風景，而是我看事物的觀感，看自己的價值和人生。 我想影出的相片是不需要得到別人認同，因為最大的觀眾是我自己，我想滿足的是我自己。至少做到這點，知道自己喜歡什麼，總有一天我才會找到我的伯樂。有一天我拍出一張張令我滿意的照片，那個時候我想我應該可以很自豪地說我是多麼喜歡我的人生，我的人生、我的生活是多麼有色彩。在這之前，我要再一次拿起我的相機，珍珍切切的去面對自己，重拾那份初心。失敗與否，至少我試過，我勇於去面對。如果我連嘗試也不去，一直去逃避的話，就好像我這幾年來的人生，什麼都不是。 等我

I don't read magazine much. In my perception, there are 3 types of magazine. The first one is the most common and also the most I dislike, the gossip or "entertaining" magazine. They don't provide you knowledge or any useful information. The second type is very very knowledgable one. Perhaps I am not smart enough, I usually understand nothing after reading them. The last one is very artistic. I believe it is designed for hipsters. There are many artistic models, picture and words. Obviously, I am just so ordinary, too ordinary. But, recently, I changed. Nothing has changed for type one. For the nourished educated one, you will have to find your own interest and your own field. Of course, it will be good if you can read any kinds of those, but more importantly, don't make yourself hate them first. For the hipster one, I still cannot deny that they are made for hipsters. Some of them actually are just full of advertisements. However, I recently found out t...

When we take the escalator, we used to stand on the right in Hong Kong. I always believe it is what it should be. Therefore, when I first came to Australia, I didn't get used to stand on the left. Recently, I read a book about some little facts about the UK and realised standing on the right is only what the British will do. Hong Kong was colonised to the UK, which is why we also stand on the right.

I always like their advertisement.

Interesting accents I love British one more but I can never reach that level.