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I hate this topic. The pictures of ugly insects and animals show wherever in the powerpoint, books or homeworks. I am so sure I will never choose environmential studies, ecology...something similar to that. They terrified me. Learn a new word hermaphroditic - male and female stuctures form in one organism haha.

以前有人說過上帝不會給你走不過的考驗 每一次我想到將來我就覺得自己應該走不下去 我是個沒有用的人 我想不出自己的未來 是否我已經沒有未來 我承受不了社會 我承受不了改變 我很怕 我根本沒有能力 對不起愛我的父母 但一個人生活好苦 一個人工作很疲憊 雖說自殘沒有甚麼幫助 但卻有一個念頭不停的叫我去 也差不多了

　

Two essay plan need to hand in next week. I still don't have any idea of them. I search a lot about general and local anaesthetics. Terrible, no ideas. I should choose GM food. Another one is about firework, they describe it as art and science, I defined it as acadamic...

由今日開始到星期一 都係要為本學期最後一個測驗努力 雖然我已經非常累 不過今日目標是要完成DNA RNA 沖涼之後 我要得力!!!

很想好像以前 有一個人總會聽你訴苦 想去那裡 也總有一個人陪你 想要一個明白自己的人 我接受現在的生活 但我很討厭 是我太麻煩了 我總是對他們有著十萬個不滿意 真的 我很不喜歡 如果有得選擇 我不會一定不會 很寂寞寂寞寂寞寂寞 是我的問題 但不喜歡是由心而來 感受是直接的 歪不掉我的感受 表現是可以裝出來的 我實在沒有辦法 交給你幫我了...

5月14日 我要對自己作出一個承諾 不論最後結果如果 今日我要堅決同自己講 這是我的目標 衝呀!!!!!!!!!!

Housemate no.1 no.3要搬走了 一個月時間 真的真的不想她們搬走 習慣了有她們的日子 走了 我又自己一個了

閒時無事做 想過去 不快回憶 雖然已經過了 但心中仍然難以忘記那痛苦 不想活在這痛苦裡 愈是想忘記 愈是把它們刻在骨銘在心

後久以前很喜歡人用文字表達心聲 文字既可以是委婉含蓄也可以理直氣壯 但有時候為了切詞造句 結果對文字的熱情慢慢冷卻 認識拍攝後又覺得相片能夠表達心中的情結 不用太多花巧的文字襯托 想留下一刻的感覺 同樣地往往期望得到一張又有構圖也有意境的相片 那一刻就溜走了 最近看到有人用影片來表達自己 這不是我能夠學習和使用的領域 然而看到一套成功的影片 可以留下銘心的印象 厲害的可以令人留下一絲的傷痛 有深度的內容 控制出來的氣氛 我想是一套影片具影響力的條件 乏味的人生 其實就是靠這三種表達手法 維持下去

holiday and homework day,

Today, I revised genetic things. I don't know widow's peak is inherited. In chinese, it is called "the beauty's peak". The meaning is toatlly different in two culture. In western culture, that means a lady can live so long and easier to become a widow; in chinese, they grouped people who have widow's peak to beauty. Well, a quack said that my relationship side is not that good. Ok, nevermind, everything is bad now. I am ready to be alone.

Today I was going to open the file in my USB. It shocked me when the computer showed the message "Do you want to format it?" Crazy, I tried many way to repair it, however, it still didn't work. Sadly, I was using Microsoft Word Starter before everything turned down. The software was damaged either. Now I download the trial version. Everything drives me crazy. The bigest problem is all my homework is in the USB and I do need to hand them in on Tuesday and Thursday..

確實是一套非常有意思的電影 但最切身的還是絕不送家人去!

I am stressed all the time. Since I have been here, I found that I cannot work and study like before. Some doubted that it is easier to study overseas. Well, it is true if you only aim for passing. If you tend to study some professional subjects, situation is similar to Hong Kong. True, things are much straight forward but they keen on asking something that you usually ignored before. Who's care about Lewis Diagrams? Who's care about significant numbers? They do here. Therefore you must spend more time to struggle it out. In Hong Kong, you will know what they hope you to write as there are so many past papers. What you need to do is just do, do and do. However, there is no past paper. You can only put everything into your head. The paper actually is quite easy as you have already put a large amount of knowledge into your head. Why you will think exam in Hong Kong is difficult? One, it is difficult but one significant point is that you probably remember how to do those qu...