Today I went to work. Before going to my workplace,I am already tied and having bad mood. After standing in the fitting.room for a whole day,I can't smile and I.look terrible. They.all asked me am I unhappy or something. Some even laughed at me... I am damn so unhappy. I tired hard to smile but it doesn't work...it is enough for me...it is meaningless to work here. Life must go by,it is summer . I should go out and meet some few. However,none. I dated no one. I have to work almost everyday.when I have day off,they need to work...when can I see you guys. Please don't leave me alone.....