It has been a very tough time for the last 2 weeks. I started my master degree in physiotherapy. I was frustrated and depressed. I asked myself is that the life I want for the coming two years. Physiotherapist makes money, gets secure job and possibly stays in Australia, I definitely know that. Obviously, I overwhelmed this course and my psychological intolerance. I cried in the morning, between and after class. I studied day and night. I lost appetite. I am not motivated at all. Finally, I decided to give it up. This is a very hard decision to make. It is hard to face my failure. Yet, I haven't felt regret. Guilt, lost and even more frustration, but life goes on. So, I decided to catch up everything I lost in these 4 years. "Live like a human, live with no regret. Be strong, stay strong. Be confident and love myself. " It is almost the end of year. I state these as my goal in 2016. I will restart to record my life here again.
My dearest friend.
My dearest friend.
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