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消耗生命太能夠用來描述我現在的情況, 我可以一天坐在電腦前, 不出房門, 也不覺得悶了 我究竟在要甚麼 一年其實只是過眼雲煙 我能否找到自己想要的東西 上帝, 請你充實我的生命 現在我只好請求你指示一下 路該怎麼走

Since I've been here, I try to be more active and socialize. Well, the result is not that bad. However, I just don't feel happy, joyful or something like that. I am so tired. I don't know is that I stop learning for so long. It is definitely quite hard for me to understand all the things in the class. Also, I know notmuch about Australia. When the teacher asked about the background of it, everyone seemed know everything. I don't know who is the prime miniser. I even don't know there are armies here. While my first language is not English, I feel a bit hard to communicate in class or group of my new friends. Firstly, I can't here them. Secondly, I don't understand. Finally, I can't response. It's a tragedy. I have to do more revision before classes. As you know, I am not that kind of person. Sleeping in class is what I usually did the last few years. Now, I have to keep myself awake, listen and understand it. At that moment, I will blame on the educ...

不知為甚麼 莫名的疲累 一個人     真不簡單

I used not to speak to much in my real life in Hong Kong. When I arrived here, I try really hard to talk to new guys. However, I quite hate myself being like this. I sound like some kind of bitches. Sometimes I am just too active to talk to not Hong Kong people but every one I know. I feel so disgusting of myself. Seems I am a hunting man (I mean it as the hunter of men). A bit tired of being full of myself. It is quite tired when you used to pretend active while you are not a real active person. You know, it's too much! I am a little bit worried that being here, I feel a bit lonely. However, the turth is I like here more than Hong Kong. I even don't miss anyone in HK. There is a totally different pressure between HK and AUS. I was thinking maybe I am just knowing these guys for two days. I shoundn't expect any thing right now. Well, telling myself don't like too much. BTW, today I need to choose my subjects. I did something that my aunt must not like....

寂寞中的寂寞 香港孤獨,澳洲寂寞

從第一下到機埸的一刻 一切都變得很不現實 雖然這裡很好 但我總沒有那種腳踏實地的感覺 其實我在這裡很開心很自由 相比香港 這裡暫時沒有甚麼比較 衣服亂搭也沒有人理你 我喜歡,我真的喜歡 明天要上學去了 可能又有另一風景 明天之後再說